tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-262353502011-04-21T11:34:17.025-07:00Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.comBlogger291100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1157583810343399942006-09-06T16:00:00.001-07:002006-09-06T16:03:30.343-07:00<div align="center">patay na ang blog na ito..</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">bisitahin niyo nalang ang tunay na blog ng isang philophilic..</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><a href="http://anggelicious.blogspot.com"><span style="font-size:130%;">d2..</a></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-115758381034339994?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1156103283589155052006-08-20T12:46:00.000-07:002006-08-20T14:01:30.826-07:00<div align="center"><img src="http://images.anggegay.multiply.com/image/3/photos/20/500x500/37/IMG_0998.jpg?et=2ou%2C2KuPF102OUQ%2CQf%2C%2C6Q" /></img></IMG"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">life is full of surprises!!!..</span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">un na..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">statement of the year...</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-115610328358915505?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1155732075027016082006-08-16T05:08:00.000-07:002006-08-16T18:59:58.546-07:00<div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">silence.. solitude..darkness..</span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">three words that I have thought about inside the library this afternoon..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">realization=</div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">I fear these three..</span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">I do not want to be in the middle of a silent crowd for I would not know who to approach, who to talk to, who to be with. I do utter alot of stories each day and my friends know that very well. Being alone in the library felt quite similar to that. For the first time I saw no familiar face despite the fact that I was still inside the campus. I wanted to shout because the absence of noise was overwhelming. </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">The silence caused me to imagine another thing: solitude.. It is as if everybody around me started to disappear. Call me paranoid but that was exactly how I felt. So I just closed my eyes to escape..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">Darkness.. that was the next thing I thought of. I saw nothing. It was getting worse and I did not know what to do. I felt so afraid. I could not take it anymore.</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><em>(cellphone: toot toot)</em></div><div align="center"><em>Estar_popo: tapos na kme.. san tau mgkta?</em></div><div align="center"><em></em></div><div align="center">Finally, my paranoia came to its end....</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">realization:: ayaw ko ng maging loner!!! waaahhhhh!!!</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><em></em></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-115573207502701608?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1155477783465650272006-08-13T06:58:00.000-07:002006-08-13T07:16:34.463-07:00<div align="center">As I write these words, tears are running down my cheeks..<br />but these tears are the <span style="font-size:130%;">last tears</span> that I would be shedding for <span style="font-size:130%;">HIM.<br /></span><br />I know it has been years and I should have done this a long time ago but I am </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">FINALLY LETTING GO!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;"><br /></span>I have uttered these words before but they were merely said but I never really learned to do so.<br /><br />It all started when yesterday afternoon, I found out that a friend of mine happens to be <span style="font-size:130%;">HIS </span>friend way back in High School. We did not talk much about <span style="font-size:130%;">HIM </span>but just this afternoon, he sort of told me something, which really hit me. It was as if I have spent the past few years being the <span style="font-size:130%;">dumbest person alive</span>. He need not say much but I got what he meant. I must say he was not the first person to tell me that for my friends have been saying the same words but it was a lot different when it came from him. He is <span style="font-size:130%;">HIS</span> friend for crying out loud!!!<br /><br />Enough is enough! I know it would be hard but at least this time it is me telling myself that it is over. Yes, I admit that I have always believed that <span style="font-size:130%;">WE </span>would end up together but not anymore. I am FREE!!! Free from the pain, free from being stupid, free from <span style="font-size:130%;">HIM!!!</span><br /><br />I would not let myself be <span style="font-size:130%;">HIS </span>prisoner anymore.<br />I have closed the door that led to <span style="font-size:130%;">HIM</span> and I swear I would never ever open it again..<br />My bitterness is over. I know I would never forget <span style="font-size:130%;">HIM</span>, but I know I would learn to live <span style="font-size:130%;">WITHOUT HIM. HE</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> is</span> not my world anymore and <span style="font-size:130%;">HE </span>will never be again. I do not know if <span style="font-size:130%;">WE</span> could be friends in the near future but that does not really matter anymore. What matters is that I have accepted the truth.. <span style="font-size:130%;">HE </span><span style="font-size:100%;">is</span> not worth waiting for, <span style="font-size:130%;">HE </span><span style="font-size:100%;">is</span> not worth it!!! period!!!!! I have had enough..<br /><br />So as I wipe my tears, I say that<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;">Finally..</span></div><div align="center"><br /><span style="font-size:180%;">Angge is free!!!</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-115547778346565027?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1151389875908283152006-06-26T23:28:00.000-07:002006-06-26T23:31:15.920-07:00sa mga nghihintay ng psot ko.. pagpasensyahan nyo na... wla akong pnahaon mkpag-update...<br /><br />bzta ang dami kong kwen2...<br /><br />pro ndi k lam kung san sisimulan..<br /><br />highlights nlng..<br /><br />single parin ako.. Darn!!!<br /><br />may tinanggihan ako.. im sori..<br /><br />at naghihintay parin ako ng krapatdapat...<br /><br />tae.. im tired of being single...<br /><br />i wanna be inlove...<br /><br />kaso walang dumadating..<br /><br />BITTER-MODE ON!!!!!!<br /><br />waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-115138987590828315?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1149589223405270482006-06-06T03:16:00.001-07:002006-06-06T03:20:23.416-07:00<div align="center"><em>mahirap maging babae...</em></div><div align="center"><em></em></div><div align="center"><em>ndi ka pd mgtapat ng feelings ..</em></div><div align="center"><em>ndi ka pd gmwa ng first move...</em></div><div align="center"><em></em></div><div align="center"><em></em></div><div align="center"><em>pro di ba </em></div><div align="center"><em>mas mahirap maging tanga?...</em></div><div align="center"><em></em></div><div align="center"><em>anjan na..pinakawalan mo pa...</em></div><div align="center"><em></em></div><div align="center"><em></em></div><div align="center"><em>DAHIL LANG PINANINDIGAN MONG BABAE KA!!!!</em></div><div align="center"><em></em></div><div align="center"><em></em></div><div align="left">Katangahan nga tlga un... o tlgang dapat gnon ang mangyari???...</div><div align="center"><em></em></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114958922340527048?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1149242982754928772006-06-02T03:01:00.000-07:002006-06-02T03:09:42.766-07:00<div align="center"><em>ano b ang mas tama..</em></div><div align="center"><em></em> </div><div align="center"><em>ang kaibiganin ang taong mahal mo </em></div><div align="center"><em></em> </div><div align="center"><em>o</em></div><div align="center"><em></em> </div><div align="center"><em>mahalin ang kaibigan mo???</em></div><div align="center"><em></em> </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">para sakin.. mas gusto ko ang nauna... hindi kasi gnon ka-komplikado ung sitwasyon ko sa simula plng mlinaw na na may pagtingin ka sa taong un.. kya mo xa kinaibigan.. ang mgiging pundasyon ng pgkakaibigan nyo ay ang pagtingin n un.. pero kung mamahalin mo ang kaibigan mo mas mgulo.... oo nga matatag na ang pagkakaibigan nyo at mas kilala nyo na ang isa't isa pero pano kung mgkalabuan kau?! pati ang pagkakaibigan msasayang.. hindi kasi tlga pd n maging kaibigan p ang isang ex... yan ang katotohan... kahit ano pa ang mangyari.. kung tlgang kasi n mnhal m un.. mgkakailangan tlga kau pgngsalubong ang landas nyo...</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">kaya yan ang iiwan ko sa inyong lahat...</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">sinasabi ko sa inyo.. mahirap mgmahal ng kaibigan.. mas mgulo.. at higit sa lahat.... Mas masakit!!!!</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">hindi n ko bitter.. natuto na ko... </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">hindi masamang mgmahal.. pagisipan m lng mbuti kung sino ang mamahalin mo...</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"> </div><em></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114924298275492877?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1148982549957055042006-05-30T02:27:00.000-07:002006-06-02T03:22:20.413-07:00<em>why am i dreaming of something that will never happen?!</em><br /><br />this has been the question that has been running through my mind for the past days...<br /><br />i dream of being<br /><br />rich..<br />somebody's girl...<br />appreciated by my parents...<br />special..<br />famous..<br />thin..<br />tall...<br /><br />and the list just goes on...<br /><br /><br />then i realized..<br /><br />what the heck am i doing?!<br /><br />im just wasting my time....<br /><br /><br /><br />i can be happy for being who i am now...<br /><br />i dont care what others may think of me...<br /><br /><br />im a new me...<br /><br />finally.... <span style="font-size:180%;">a happier and satisfied angge... =p</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114898254995705504?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1148380751273732602006-05-23T02:59:00.000-07:002006-05-23T03:39:11.290-07:00<strong>may 19, 2006:::</strong><br /><br />gig sa freedom bar nina miggy and yap..<br /><br />nung una ndi ako mxdo n-appreciate ung music kc puro sigaw pro eventually ngustuhan k n din xa...msya ung gabi ko althoughmay n nlaman ako earlier that night..hayyyy..<br /><br />eniwei,so aun... gusto ko ang HANSOM!!! nkakaaliw ung song nilang AMPALAYA!!!...<br /><br />haha!!!<br /><br />haaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy... mixed emotions ang nramdaman ko nung gabi n un.. msya ako kc 1st time k nkpnta ng gig nla kaso mejo hurt dahil sa... nevermind...<br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">may 20::: BIRTHDAY KO!!!üüü</span></strong><br /><br />c tanya unang bumati sa txt..<br />wag n ntin pgusapan ung in person..hahaha!!!<br />ang saya ang dami bumai sakin that night.. inclluding my beloved buddy!!! n mlapit n din ang birthday..<br /><br /><br />after sa freedom..pmnta kme sa meatshop sa katipunan... ng-lakas loob akong umorder ng red horse pro ndi k n-take ung lasa so ndi k xa naubos... bngay k nlng un kay yap..i ordered vodka cruiser instead.. hahaaha!!! gnon lng tlga kayang kong inumin..so bonding galore kme..<br /><br />umalis ata kme don around 6 n.. ngpunta kme ng mcdo pra mg-hot choco.. haha!!! dpat kc mgstarbux kme ni shayne e kaso sa mcdo kme nbagsak.. so kwentuhan ulit...ksma ung sister ni miggy na c pampa, who happensto b a former paulinian like me... mron nga xansabi sakin.. MS CASTILLA::IKAKASAL?! or may bf ata...ni k sure.. pro shocking tlga.... hahaha!!!! after nun umuwi n din kmesa unit 911!!!<br /><br />natulog n kme...<br /><br />pg-gising ko!!!!<br /><br />kmzta nmn ang dami missed calls.. galing sa mom ko... andmay text p xa sakin "ive been calling for 10x n... ano b gngawam at ndi kta m-contact.. ano b ko compared sa friends mo???"<br /><br />kmzta?! xempre ngulat ako... so i texted her pro walang reply.... kya bumaba ako sa lobby pra tumawag sa landline... bro ko ung nksagot at sabi nya ayaw daw ako kausapin ng mom ko... SO ANO DRAMA UN?! super nkk badtrip... ano b gnwa ko?! msma n b mtulog ngaun.. sori nmn .. ndi k nmn ksalanan n ndi msgot ung fne...galit at takot ung nfeel ko non.. so ngmadali n ako umuwi khit p lunch p ung sinabi kong time ako uuwi... hinatid ako ni yap sa station tpos don ang dami k n naisip...<br /><br /><br /><br />pgdating ko sabahay.. ang unang sumalubong sakin sermon.. at kakaiba ang reason.. sabi ng nanay ko ugali ko n daw mgpaalam sa text pg nkaalis n ko.. e hello?!ang tgal k n kyang sinabi un.... kmzta nmn d b?!so ang ganda ng regalo nya sakin noh?! so i went straight to my rum at doon... my tears sudenly fell... "Happy birthday angge!!!" un nlng nsabi ko sasarili ko...<br />ang gana nmn kc ng timing ng mom ko....<br /><br />yan ang kinasira ng bday ko... ni ni nya ako binati.. tpos naalala k ung text nya n ano b daw xa compared sa friends k?!..oo importante xa... nanay k xa, mhal k xa... pro sobra ang tampo k sakanya that day.. after ginawang special ng mga friends k ung bay ko sisirain lng ng mom k ng gnon.. THANX HA!!!! <br /><br /><br />buti nlng may other activities p kong gnwa with my relatives nung afternoo kya mej nwla attention k dun sa away nmin ng mom k..<br /><br />gabi n kme nkpgusap tlga..pero until now dala k padin un..<br /><br />ngpunta kme sa installation ni monsi that nyt kya aun, ksma k xa kya wla kme choice kundi mgusap..<br />ng-dinner..<br /><br />tpos ngkyayaan mg-coffee...ksma kc nmin cna iris and jeff.. nka hiwalay n table kme sa mga parents kya ngkwetuhan lng kme apat(me, jeff,iris,ang bro k c jiggs).. ok n ko.. prang mej accepted k n ung fact n gnon tlga minsan ang mga mgulang.. khit gnon nmn kc ung nagyari msaya p din nmn anbg bday ko e...<br /><br />haaaaaaaaaaaayyyy, umuwi n ata kme around 1 n ata un....<br /><br />so that ends my birthday...<br />tumbling tlga ang bday ko.. roller coaster of emotions tlga...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114838075127373260?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1147942407458416432006-05-18T01:43:00.000-07:002006-05-18T01:53:27.470-07:00so mejo nsasanay n ako n wlang comp.. natuto ulit ako lumabas ng house... yes, isa n nmn akong dakilang tambay ng greenheights... ok lng nmn e.. kht wla kme mdalas gngwa msay nmn mgkwentuhan.. kaso nga lng mababawasan n nmn ang barkada sa village... c caloy lilipat n sa qc.. waahhhh.. unti-unti n kmeng nauubos.. dati ang dami nmin pro ngaun iilan n lng ang ngppkita.. super miss k n aang mga bonding moments sa tindahan ni tita.. sana bumalik nlng sa days n un.. kng kelan mga bata p kme.. wlang mxdong iniisip.. wlang pnoproblema.. hayyyyy.. tumatanda n nga kme...<br /><br />speaking of tumatanda.. grbe ung next batch ng mga bata sa village ay ngkkligawan n din.. wow!! imagine akala k mga nene at totoy p ung mga un.. but no.. prang nkkta k nga kme sa knla e.. kc b nmn a few nights ago.. nglalro sila ng TRUTH OR DARE.. e un ang laro nmin dati.. grbe mraming nbubuo sa lrong yan kya advice k s knla... MAG-INGAT KAYO!!!! bwahaha!!!<br /><br />eniwei, hanggang dito n lmang ako..<br /><br />nga pla..<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;">KADA::: Nood tau Da Vinci Code!!!!...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114794240745841643?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1147687676386907892006-05-15T03:06:00.000-07:002006-05-15T03:07:56.386-07:00nga pala.. ehji.. salamat uli... alam m bang ang galing mong tumiming...kgabi lng prang ganyan ang iniisip ko.. pro hindi tungkol dun s latest guy... kay past.. at lam mo kung sino ang tinutukoy ko..... haaaaaaaaaaayyyy... tangina.. miss k n xa!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114768767638690789?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1147687366861826342006-05-15T02:55:00.000-07:002006-05-15T03:02:46.873-07:00latest updates::<br /><br />1. tae.. sira ang pc ko.. dhil sa npkatalino kong kpatid.. actually keyboard lng ang problema pro hello?! pano k kya ggmitin un...<br /><br />2. bored n ko sa buhay ko.. prang wlang nangyayari..<br /><br />3. ndi ako pumapayat.. kmzta?! ndi k nmn kc religiously gngwa ang oatmeal diet ko...hayyyyyyyyy...<br /><br />4. boring ang summer ko.. highlight n nga ata nito ang batangas trip ng aa pro kmzta nmn?! nung start p ng april un...<br /><br />5. sira n ang body clock ko... ndi ako nkktulog sa tamang oras.. mga 5 n cguro ako nkktulog evryday..<br /><br />6. birthday k n sa saturday pro ndi k p dn mfeel.. cguro dahil.. lonely ako, wala akong pera, at suicidal n ko?!<br /><br />7. miss k n ang mga kaibigan ko.. both from spcp and ust.. pero ndi k cla mpuntahan dhil nga.. WALA AKONG PERA!!! tae!!!<br /><br />mhal n babayaran ko kya cge signout n ko...<br />waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh.... bitin ako s pg-online ko....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114768736686182634?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1147341755344429532006-05-11T02:56:00.000-07:002006-05-11T03:02:35.360-07:00i hate americans!!!<br /><br />im not a racist or something but i really am so disappointed n ntanggal c <span style="font-size:180%;">chris sa american idol...</span><br />hello?!.. compared to the other 3, xa ung deserving maging next american idol....<span style="font-size:180%;">waaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!! STUPID AMERICANS!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114734175534442953?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1147283452413802812006-05-10T10:49:00.000-07:002006-05-10T10:54:14.580-07:00i was reading my friendster blog wen i suddenly came across 1 of my past entries.. nd i think mej applicable sakin ngaun ung entry ko..<br /><br />date: dec 27, 2005<br /><br />life has its own ups and down..<br />we all know that don't we...<br />but do we really understand it?...<br />if you ask me... i actually don't..<br />i just don't understand why we feel so down right after feeling so happy...<br />you know wat i mean..<br />pgtpos ng sobrang saya.. chaka k nmn iiyak...<br />kng gnon nlng dn.. yaw k n sumaya...<br />i miss the old days n wla ako problema..<br />msya s bhay, skul, lovelife..<br />potah ngaun wla ng msya...<br />yaw k n sna mgmura pro damn i hate being so alone...<br />im not saying is all i need a partner.. hindi un ang ibig kong sabihin..<br />i can stay single for the rest of my life and still be happy.. but i know that would only happen if im contented with myself..<br />NEWS FLASH: I'M NOT..<br />i don't know why but i feel that i still haven't found the real me.. i'm still on the stage where i put on several masks while figuring out what face would blend with others better..<br />i know i have friends and i do treasure them but i still can't say that what im showing them is the real me...<br />this is all because of what happened in the past..<br />it still haunts me up until now..<br />and i hate it...<br />why can't i just step forward and go on with my life as i used to do..<br />i don't want to feel so ugly, worthless, and insecure...<br />this is not aybody's fault... it's all mine.....<br />i have accepted it now...<br />they've hurt me but it's me who kept all the pain inside...<br />they've left me but it's me who never let go..<br />i must move on.. but i just can't...<br />all im saying here is........<br />I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114728345241380281?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1147028629461347472006-05-07T11:26:00.000-07:002006-05-08T08:26:04.276-07:00LOVE... LOVE...LOVE!!!<br /><br />ika nga ng brownman revival:: <em><span style="font-size:180%;">lintik na pagibig</span>...</em><br /><em></em><br />kng gnon man bkt mrami pding inlove?.. bkt maraming gus2ng mainlove???...<br /><br />ako nsaktan n ng ilang ulit pro ito prin umaasang may mgmamahal pdin.. hayyyy.. masarap kc mainlove.. alam ng lahat un pro ksma ng sarap ay ang hirap at sakit.. gnon nga cguro tlga... sabi nga ng iba:: <em>hindi mo malalaman ang tunay n pakiramdam ng magmahal hanggat hindi ka pa nasasaktan</em>.. kambal nga cguro tlga ang 2 ito..<br /><br />oo.. bitter ako sa pagibig pero ang pinagkaiba ko sa mga kilala kong bitter.. gus2 ko parin maramdaman ito..patuloy parin akong nangangarap na balang araw mhahanap din nya ako...<br /><br />masasabi kong wala nmn akong pinagsisihan sa mga relasyon kong nagdaan pero malaki ang panghihinayang kong wala sa kanila ang tlgang ngtagal.. inakala ko noon na ang 10 buwang pgsasama nmin ng isa sa knla ay ang sinasabi nilang "true love".. ngunit huli n ng aking malaman n hindi pla tlga.. oo minahal ko xa at alam yan ng lhat.. mtgal din akong umasang babalik xa pro walang nangyari.. sinubukan kong mgmahal muli ngunit hindi rin ito ngtagal.. hanngang sa dumating ako sa punto na tila ba ayaw ko na.. mxdo n kong nsasaktan.. kaya't nang dumating ang isang tao na maaring sagot na sa panalangin nabaliwala k xa... hindi ko xa pinansin hanggang sa sumuko xa sa akin.. ngaun siya n ay masaya n sa piling ng iba at ako gnon pdin.. <span style="font-size:180%;">nag-iisa... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"></span><br />nitong nakaraang buwan, unti-unting nhulog ang aking loob sa isang taong isang taon ko ng hinahangaan..(aka crush).. dahil masasabi kong malaki ang pgkakapareho niya sa nabanggit kong 10 buwan kong nkarelasyon...alam kong maling ikumpara ko silang 2 ngunit iyon tlga ang totoo... nhulog ang loob ko sapagkat nitong nkalipas na buwan bigla n lamang siyang naging malambing na kahit kailan ay hindi nya ginawa sa akin kya naisip kong mrahil parehas na kami ng nararamdaman.. pro ewan ko ba para bang bigla nlng syang ngbago.. nglaho n parang bula... kala ko p naman.. ito na<span style="font-size:180%;">.. ngunit tama ngang akong malaki ang pgkakaparehas nilang 2</span>.. pareho nila akong pinaasa.. ang una'y pinaasa akong totoo ang pagibig nya sakin ang ikalawa'y pinaasa akong may pagtingin rin siya sa akin... nguinit ako'y bigo parin...<br /><br /><br />ngaun ang tnong ko.. <span style="font-size:180%;">ano bang mali sa akin?...</span><br />pangit ba ako?.. pangit ba ang ugali ko?...<br />o sadyang pinaglalaruan lang talaga ako ng tadhana...<br /><br />oo masakit ang magmahal... pero handa parin akong sumabak sa susunod kong laban.. <span style="font-size:180%;">ngunit ipinagdarasal ko na sana ang susunod kong laban ay ang laban na magbibigay sa akin ng inaasam kong tagumpay...</span> ang tagumpay n ntatamo lamang ng pusong kahit ilang ulit nang nsugatan ay nakararanas parin ng tunay na kaligayahan...<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114702862946134747?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1146921237720520082006-05-06T06:05:00.000-07:002006-05-06T06:13:57.733-07:00<strong>new mission:: lose weight!!!</strong><br /><br />ewan ko b.. bigla k nlng naisip mg-diet.. cguro ito ung way ko pra mkalimot..<br />haaaayyyyyy!!!!!!<br /><br />update::: 2nd nyt na n oatmeal lng knakain k for dinner!!!<br /><br />sana kayanin ko... so far ok p nmn.. haaaayyyy!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114692123772052008?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1146849137663860812006-05-05T09:30:00.000-07:002006-05-05T10:18:48.956-07:00boredom is killing me.. so ito nlng ako, sagutan k nlng tong survey na toh.. haaaayyyyy!!!!<br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>1. complete this phrase: "i could have been.."....</strong> happier if not for..... haayy..<br /><br /><strong>2.what is the wallpaper on your cellphone?.. </strong>my nephew's pix.. i adore him!!!<br /><br /><strong>3.did you get enough sleep last night?..</strong>I guess.. magising k b nmn ng around 12nn.. cguro nmn enough sleep n un.. ;p<br /><br /><strong>4.first thing you thought about this morning when you woke up?..</strong> omg!!! meron ako!!! wla akong stock!!!!<br /><br /><strong>5. do u ever wonder why the sky is blue?..</strong> no!!! pro come to think of it.. bkt nga noh?!<br /><br /><strong>6. ever tried to skip meals?..</strong> of course..<br /><br /><strong>7. grilled or fried?..</strong> fried!<br /><br /><strong>8. what makes you unique from others?..</strong> hhmmm...ano nga b?<br /><br /><strong>9. are you afraid of the dark?..</strong> nope...<br /><br /><strong>10. favorite hangout?..</strong> oogles at bhay ni mingu!!!<br /><br /><strong>11. people you can't live without?..</strong> family, tropa, bfc, kada<br /><br /><strong>12. first thing you will buy if given 1 thousand dollars?..</strong> laptop!!! ;p<br /><br /><strong>13. favorite song when you're sleepy?..</strong> sleepy?! i can't think of any...<br /><br /><strong>14. what are you afraid of?..</strong> to be left alone..<br /><br /><strong>15. are you a giver or taker?..</strong> honestly speaking.. taker!!!<br /><br /><strong>6. if you could choose another name for yourself,what would it be?..</strong> hmmm.. i guess , sofia angela..<br /><br /><strong>17. what is your mom's name?..</strong> norma<br /><br /><strong>18. most recent movie that you watched?..</strong> moments of love!!!<br /><br /><strong>19. invisible for a day, what would you do?..</strong> be beside the person whom i love who can never be mine.. *cries*<br /><br /><strong>20. stuck on a desert island & could have only one kind of food for the rest of your life, what would it be?.</strong>. mcdo fries..<br /><br /><strong>21. favorite tv commercial?..</strong> all fita commercials especially ung " i hate me!!!" :p<br />:p<br /><br /><strong>22.if you were dead and your soul was given another chance, what would you do first?.. </strong>go back and tell the people impt to me how much i love, thank, and will miss them..then give them all a big hug!!!<br /><br /><strong>23. if you could choose your eye color,what color would you like to have?..</strong> ok n ung ngaun.. dark brown.. nice!!!<br /><br /><strong>24. what are the things you always bring?..</strong> my fone, hairdoc, lip gloss, powder nd cologne.. ;p<br /><br /><strong>25. what did you wanna be when you were a kid?..</strong> haha!!! wen i was young, there came a point when i wanted to be like my yaya!!! haha!!! idol ko xa non e!!! ;p<br /><br /><strong>26. what do you usually do when the clock turns 7am?..</strong> ahhhh.. snore?!.. haha!!! way too early for me to be up! even on school days..<br /><br /><strong>27. the color of your bedsheet?..</strong> white..<br /><br /><strong>28. any messages?..</strong> hi fans!!! ;p<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114684913766386081?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1146821990186126322006-05-05T02:35:00.000-07:002006-05-05T02:42:34.596-07:00<span style="font-size:180%;">LOVE</span> is...<br /><br />a hidden fire...<br /><br />a pleasant sore...<br /><br />a delectable pain...<br /><br />an agreeable torment...<br /><br />a sweet and throbing wound...<br /><br />in short...<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;">A GENTLE DEATH!!!!!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114682199018612632?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1146675725874328312006-05-03T09:59:00.000-07:002006-05-03T10:02:05.886-07:00ngulat ako sa blog ko ha!!!<br /><br />tamang-tama ung theme nya... waaahhh!!!<br /><br />i love yah ehji!!!!!<br /><br />pro.....<br /><br />i need a hug!!!! ***starts to cry***<br /><br />ayoko ng m-inlove!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114667572587432831?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1146594446546607372006-05-02T11:17:00.000-07:002006-05-02T11:27:27.316-07:00hayyy.. grbe..<br /><br />just a while ago.. ksma k ung nga friends ko d2 sa village..<br />inuman daw.. so aun, pmnta ako kht ndi ako iinom... wla lng bonding.. mej miss k n dn nmn ung mga yon kc ndi n ko mxdo lumalabas ng house.. so there kwentuhan.. asaran.. at xempre barahan... un kc ang ndi pd mwala sa gnon e.. haha!!! dami nga funny moments especially sa brother ko.. bloopers tlga..<br /><br />pro nung ngkakayayaan n umuwi.. grbe ndi k n n-carry ang mga hiritan.. as usual hot seat kme nung ex k.. pro banggitin daw b ung nangyari nung debut ko?!.. at ang catch.. pati xa nkikihirit.. tameme tlga ako.. kmzta nmn d b?!.. ndi k tlga lam ihihirit ko after that.. buti nlng ng-pack up n mga tao..<br /><br />haaayyyy.....<br /><br />how i wish mamatay na ang issue n un d2...<br /><br />super tgal na rin nmn un...<br /><br />tnmatawa ako pg-jinojoke ako bout that coz hello wla n un pro minsan ndi n mganda ung mga hirit..<br /><br />hayyyyyy.......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114659444654660737?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1146418345467116402006-04-30T10:12:00.000-07:002006-05-03T10:08:24.386-07:00<span style="color:#ffffff;">since yaw k n muna mgdrama 2nyt..<br />nnood aq nung box ffice king and queen awards knna sa tv..<br />since ndi nmn xa gnon kboring ndi n ko nglipat..<br /><br />ok nmn ung show.. nice production num.. i especially like that of maja nd john wayne.. ang ganda ng dance num nila...<br /><br />pro grbe may mga acceptance speech tlga n nkuha ung attention ko...<br /><br />1st was that of toni gonzaga... grbe, she thanked her eat bulaga "family".. despite the fact n inaway at siniraan xa nito nung umalis xa sa show n un.. at least lam ntin n mrunong tumanaw ng utang n loob c toni.. hindi man xa sa eat bulaga ngkaron ng pangalan.. dun prin xa nanggaling and alam nyang kng wla EB, forever nlng xa mgigng kagawad nmin xa d2 sa taytay...<br /><br />ndi tulad ng sexbomb girls.. 2nd speech ito...<br />hello?! ni ndi man lng nila nbanggit ang EB.. ito lng kya ngpsikat sa knla.. ok lng sila?1... kala m nmn n kung sino ung mga un.. hayyy....ndi nlng nila gayahin si toni.. yan tuloy pabagsak n cla ngaun...<br /><br />3rd.. Yasmin Kurdi: the most promising/popular (ata) female singer:::<br />ang ganda n san ng speech nya pro biglang.. "at thank you din po for those who <span style="font-size:180%;">buyed </span>my album"... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! grbe ntawa tlga ako... sobra nkkhiya.. kc nmn p-english english p xa.. kmzta nmn?!.. at oo nga pla the outfit... feelingera ang lola nyo... formal event yun hija!!! hayyy..<br /><br />speaking of outfit... grbe panalo ang gown ni cass ponti...ang ganda tlga.. prang ang sophisticated ng dating nya tuloy...<br /><br />c ciara sotto nmn... as usual fashion disaster ang drama.. with the ethnic themed outfit.. hello?1 costume party b ang pinuntahan nya?!... kmzta nmn?!...<br /><br />haaayyyy... bitter p din ako n encantadia ang nnalong most popular show of the year kc xempre pbb addict ako.. pro ok lng kc pbb got the phenomenal show of the year... iba yun.... haha!!!! biased tlga...<br /><br />speaking of being biased.. kapansin-pansin n kramihan ng presentors, hosts at performers are mostly kapamilyas... i know abs-cbn is part of the production cherva pro dpat may kapuso din n ksma... kc award giving body un for both tv, movies, and music.. so dpat wlang side ang nangingibabaw.. hayyyy.. opinion lng nmn...<br /><br />so aun....<br /><br />ngpka-critique lng ang lola nyo nagung gabi pra mkalimut sa problema...<br /><br /><br />haaaaayyyyyyyy.........</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114641834546711640?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1146380804203316232006-04-29T23:59:00.000-07:002006-05-03T10:12:39.976-07:00<span style="color:#ffffff;">yes... that was my night..<br /><br />i don't know why they had to fall but they did..<br />i haven't cried for somebody for the longest time..<br />it's as if im experiencing all of this for the first time...<br /><br />lam n ng iba kng friends kng bkt... sa mga ndi k msabihan.. im sorry!!! i don't really keep much secrets pro this time tlga i want to keep it private...<br />sa mga ng-bgay skin ng advice especially yoj and yap.. thank you... i won't talk about it muna..sakit eh..bhala n c god kung ano mangyayri in the future.. ndi ako aasa.. pro ndi rin ako sumusuko...yan lang ang lam k ngaun...<br /><br />sna lng wag akong msaktan ulit.. npgdaanan k n un...at hindi k kinaya.. sana lng maawa n skin si god at ndi nya iparamdam ulit skin un...<br /><br /><br />haaaayyyyyyy....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114638080420331623?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1146301406369787532006-04-29T02:00:00.000-07:002006-05-03T10:14:54.320-07:00<span style="color:#ffffff;">haha!!! ok n ko thanx to yapi...<br /><br />grabe ang dami gnawa ni yapi n ngpasaya skin kgab..<br />bonding to the highest level tlga...<br /><br />n-appreciate k tlga un yap..<br /><br />again thanx!!!üüü</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114630140636978753?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1146212069215766882006-04-28T01:11:00.000-07:002006-05-03T10:16:38.353-07:00<span style="color:#ffffff;">hayyy... actually ng-enjoy nmn ako sa party ni fhau... instant reunion ng 1ca3... saya nga e..<br />super inggit ako kay fhau prang gus2 k mg-debut ulit..<br /><br />pro n-disappoint ako sa isang tao....<br /><br />not so important pro .... hayyy.... <span style="font-size:180%;">NEVERMIND...</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114621206921576688?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1146039752519683362006-04-26T00:50:00.000-07:002006-05-03T10:17:33.526-07:00<span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">grbe ang dami nangyari skin last nyt..</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">it started around 11pm while i was using the pc..bgla nlng tumawag c mingu.. and surprise surprise.. nsa taytay daw xa.. kmzta nmn?!.. nghahanap daw cla ni ehji ng matatambayan.. ng-offer ako.. sabi ko punta cla d2 , dun kme tambay sa kubo sa tpat ng house nmin... so aun, dumating cla around 12 n.. kc bumili p cla ng drinks.. tanduay ang binili nla.. kmzta?! first time k mttry un.. mix xa with coke so mej ok nmn.. mej tuloy-tuloy kaso xempre dhil ako'y ndi gnon klakas uminom.. eventually, umayaw din ako at naiwan clang umiinon... so bondingulit kme..</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">sa pg-bobonding nmin.. pinarinig ni ehji ang song n composed nya for the kada.. exaj!!! ang ganda nya..."NEVER GET THIS FAR" so LSS k un until ngaun... Sbra nkk-touch tlga... mron pang-isang song.. ang aliw n narrative n sobra npa-haba nmin.. haha!!! sikreto n nmin kkng ano laman ng narrative n un.. haha!!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">ndi lng pla song n un ngpapsaya skin that nyt.. somebody.. hayy.. lam nina mingu kng ano ibig saihin ko.. hayyy...</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">eniwei, kala nmin sobra smooth n bonding session nmin.. but no.. biglang aroung 2:30am dumating ung ng-iikot n brgy. patrol.. xempre lam k n may curfew d2 smin so kinabahan ako.. kc ang lam k hinuhuli ung mga nsa lbas p ng 3 am.. as in kinukulong.. pero thank god ndi nmn.. ni ndi nga cla ng-stop eh... so mej ngulat ako don.. tinago p man din nmin ung bottle ng tanduay.. kaso after a few mins bglang ng-punta don ung guard nmin.. cnab daw ng brgy n may tao p dun.. sabi ko mlapit n kme pumasok.. kya cge ng-stay p kme...</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">pro mga past 3, aside dun s sinabi nung guard, tnext n din ako ng mom k n d2 nlng daw kme sa loob ng house.. kya pumasok n kme.. d2 n kme ng-continue ng session.. hahaha!!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">ngutom kme kya ng-luto ako ng pancit cnton so kinain nmin un with pandesal ang butter.. o di b instant??!!! pro kmzta nmn bgla k nlng n-feel n npapandoy ako.... pro ndi lng un.. after k mg-pandoy.. after a few mins.. pandoy 2nd edition nmn.. nkakatawa nga e.. sabi ni mingu nkk-pandoy daw c *** hahaa!!! eniwei, after a few drinking and eating p.. ntulog n din kme sa rum ko...</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">around 9 gumising kme kc klangan nla pumunta p sa bhay ni ehji.. pro i dreamt of something that really bothered me.... sa dream k nsa plane daw kme ni ehji, mingu, md jmee with some guy friends ni ehji.. 1 of them is noam... bf ko xa s dream k.. exaj.. ang weird kc d b usually ndi m n mtatndaan ung name and face nung mga nsa dream m pro ung noam sobra ntatandaan ko p.... so pg-gising n pg-gising k tinanong ko agad c ehji kung may frnd xa n noam.. sab nya wla.. SO SINO SI NOAM??? sabi nga ni mingu.. he may be the man of my dreams...LITERALLY!!!! hahaha!!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">so ng-breakfast n kme.. n specially prepared by my mom, of course... pro bago p man ako nkkain..NAMAN.. npapandoy n nmn ako.... so round 3 n.... hayyyy....</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">after nun.. bumalik kme sa room... bonding ulit.. another round of singing ulit.. pro in the middle of all the singing.. 4th blow is about explode.. yes, pandoy moment ulit... exaj d b?!</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">after all of that... umuwi n din cla... aroung 11:30... </span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">so kmzta nmn ang gabi ko d b?!... kala k another boring nyt but no..... biglaang mini-adventure ang pinagdaanan ko..</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">hayyyy.. <strong><span style="font-size:130%;">mingu ehji::::SANA MAULIT!!! ND SANA MAS MDAMI N TAU......</span></strong></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114603975251968336?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1145778486805323742006-04-23T00:17:00.000-07:002006-05-06T00:37:07.193-07:00<span style="font-size:130%;"><strong>my malate experience..</strong></span><br /><br />april 22- around 1am::<br /><br />from eya's debut we (me, mon, ate fa, vicky, &amp; mar) decided to go out kc ayaw p nmin taposin ung gabi...<br /><br />una, sinundo muna nmin si carmi sa bahay nya tpos may mneet kme n frind nla sa shang..<br /><br />nsa car car kme ni mon and up until that time ndi p din kme nkkpg-decide kng san kme ppnta. as in ang bgal mg-drive nung driver ni mon kc hinihintay kme mg-decide.. greenbelt and malate were the choices.. actually, kme (the girls) wanted greenbelt kaso their friend wanted to go to malate that nyt so.. eventually aun nga.. ngpunta kme malate..<br /><br />nung andun n kme.. pra kme nliligaw kc paikot-ikot lng ung car kc ung hinahanap n bar ndi lam kng asan... tipong nauubos n ung tym nmin sa loob ng car...<br /><br />so mon and the friend went out and tried to look for it n nglalakad.. that time prang ayaw n tlga nmin kaso mej nkkhiya n andun n kme tpos bigla bawi e...<br /><br />nung nhanap n nla mon, they texted us ang told us kng asan n.. so we went there n.. kala k pg-baba nmin sa car andun n ung place kaso klangan p pla nmin mglakad ng super layo.... to think n lhat kme ay nka- high heels dhil galing nga kmeng debut... at ndi lng un.. ako nka- mini skirt and tube top p.. kmzta d b?!.. sobra nkktkot ung mga tao n dinadaanan nmin.. kme ni carmi ung mej nhuhuli sa pglalakad.. preho kme nttkot tpos bgla b nmn may grp of guys n tntwag kme .. xempre ndi nmin pinansin..<br /><br />finally nrating n in nmin ung place... BED.. waahhhh.. culture shock.. puro guys.. or should i say gays... grbe mdami ako klala na gays lalo n s skul pro iba un...exaj pati ung picture dun sa poster kdiri...<br /><br />ayaw n nga nmin pumasok so we were convincing mon to go inside kme mghahanap ng mggwa..<br />thankfully, may ktv sa tpat ng bed so we decided n dun nlng kme...ung rum nmin kitang-kita ung entrance ng bed kc glass lhat.. so khit wla kme don, kita nmin ung mga labas-pasok pro we have no idea kng ano nangyayari sa loob.. sumama c ate fa kna mon sa loob.. so naiwan kme ni vicky, carmi and mar dun sa ktv... nga pla nung andun n kme, mar invited her friends n andun sa area.. c kean, mac and another guy... since si kean lng klala k don mej n-shy ako kumanta... haha!!! pro eventually, ok n din.. mkulit cla especially kean who was... ummm... ng-eemote.. haha!!! inaasar nya ko pro xempre balik sa knya un... mej may nlaman ako frm him n ndi k kna-gulat pro n-affect ako in a way... hayyy....<br /><br />so aun, ng-enjoy nmn kme... aroung 4am, klangan n umuwi ni carmi so tinext n nmin cna mon pra alis n kme..<br /><br />so nglakad ulit kme at mas nkktkot n ung crowd... mej mbilis kme nglakad... humiwalay n din cna kean so halos puro babae ulit kme...<br /><br />nung ndatnan n nmin ung car.. ok n.... we went home n.. actually ndi ak s bhay.. kna george ako sa kapitolyo since original plan tlga mg-sleepover ako don kaso nga ngkayayaan so aun.. ok lng nmn kay george so nung dumating ako tsaka nlng kme ng-bonding....<br /><br />grbe... ang dami ko ntutunan sa experience n ito:::<br />> mgplano bgo gumumik<br />> alamin ung crowd ng pupuntahan<br />> wag mg-mini skirt at high heels s malate<br />> wag n mg-malate.. mdami pang ibang gimikan jan..<br />> pro khit gnon ung experience.. ng-enjoy nmn ako...<br />first time ko sila nkasama umalis ng gnon... at gusto ko maulit pa yun.. at xempre AYAW KO NA SA MALATE!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114577848680532374?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1145776565277608512006-04-23T00:11:00.000-07:002006-05-03T10:20:20.616-07:00<span style="color:#ffffff;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">Ne-Yo - So Sick</span> </strong><br /><br /></span><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">Umm…UmMm..<br />Yea<br />Do (8X)<br />Oh Yea<br />Gotta change my answering machine<br />Now that Im alone<br />Cus right now it says that we<br />Can’t come to the phone.<br />And I know it makes no sense<br />Cus you walked out the door<br />But it’s the only way I hear your voice any more<br />Its ridiculous<br />It’s been months<br />For some reason<br />I just can’t get over us<br />And Im stronger than this<br />Enough is enough<br />No more walkin' round wit my head down<br />Im so over being blue<br />Crying over you<br />Chorus:And im so sick of love songs<br />So tired of tears<br />So done wit wishing you were still here<br />Said Im so sick of love songs<br />So sad and slow<br />So why can’t I turn off the radio?<br />Gotta fix that calendar I had<br />Thats marked July 15th<br />Because if there’s no more you<br />There’s no more anniversary<br />Im so sad up wit my thoughts of you<br />And your memory<br />And now every song reminds me of what used to be<br />And that’s the reason<br />Im so sick of love songs<br />So tired of tears<br />So done wit wishing you were still here<br />Said Im so sick of love songs<br />So sad and slow<br />So why can’t I turn off the radio?<br />Ooohh<br />Leave me alone<br />Stupid love songs<br />Don’t make me think about her smile<br />Bout having my first child<br />Im letting go<br />Turning off the radio<br />Cus Im so sick of love songs<br />So tired of tears<br />So done wit wishing she was still here<br />Said Im so sick of love songs<br />So sad and slow<br />So why can’t I turn off the radio?<br />And im so sick of love songs<br />So tired of tears<br />So done wit wishing she was still here<br />Said Im so sick of love songs<br />So sad and slow<br />So why can’t I turn off the radio?<br />And im so sick of love songs<br />So tired of tears<br />So done wit wishing you were still here<br />Said Im so sick of love songs<br />So sad and slow<br />So why can’t I turn off the radio?<br />Why can’t I turn off the radio?<br />So why can’t I turn off the radio?<br /></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114577656527760851?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1145195462877454622006-04-16T06:32:00.000-07:002006-05-03T10:21:39.696-07:00<span style="color:#ffffff;">well, today i finally decided to create my blog...<br />actually mtagal k ng gus2 gawin toh kaso nkktamad at wla akong alam sa gan2 pro since wla ako mgwa.. why not d b?!<br /><br />eniwei, knna andun kme sa house ng tita ko since easter sunday nga ngaun... we had lunch at ng-bonding kmeng mgpipinsan...and guess wat?! to my dismay, may n-discover ako...<br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">ako nlng pla ang single smin mga teenagers..</span><br /><br />well, aside from my sister who is currently in kuwait.. eniwei, imagine, even my 14 yr old cousin has a boyfriend?!.. my god!! what the hell is wrong with me?<br />ive been asking that question for quite sometime na...<br />siguro nga naririndi n mga frinds k kppag-nasasabi ko un...<br />hayyy, i know being single is not that bad pero i think ive been single for quite a long time na...<br />nakakainis pa d2.. masaya ako ngaun pero kulang tlga....<br /><br />i have somebody special but then again ndi nmn kme..<br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">NDI PWEDENG MAGING KAME!!!</span><br /><br />kc taken n xa... ang sama d b?! so kmusta nmn?!<br /><br /><br />so aun, ngkwentuhan lng ang ang mga pinsan ko.. xempre ako tahimik lng kc wla nmn ako-ishare d b?!...<br /><br />ganon lng tlga cguro...<br /><br />DADATING DIN ANG PANAHON KO.... <span style="font-size:78%;">sana lng kayanin ko pa ang pghihintay....</span><br /></span><span style="font-size:78%;color:#ff0000;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114519546287745462?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26235350.post-1145193580839652862006-04-16T06:17:00.000-07:002006-04-16T06:19:40.846-07:00<span style="color:#ff99ff;">so ngaun... mkikisama na ako sa inyo..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">lhat kau may blog at ang kada mron n din kya ito ako..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">finally may blog na si angge...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26235350-114519358083965286?l=finallymayblognako.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anggegayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16394795459946723275noreply@blogger.com0